I read this again and find it very interesting and thoughtful. Thank you for all you have done for Smart. Many of us look up to you, although you might not be aware of it. I got a chuckle this morning about "even some of the slogans made sense." I also sort of sifted through AA maxims and only upon leaving there found they had some basically good ideas hidden in a pile of strange ones. Hope you are doing well and finding joy in life.