Sober 1 Year on January 2, 2018
I never thought I would ever be able to quit drinking and smoking pot. I know I did these things to turn off the pain of days gone by. I drank from morning until night for 2 years and felt so helpless that I was having suicidal thoughts. I reached out to my son because the thoughts scared me. On January 1 2017 my son admitted me to the hospital where I was under psychiatric care and I dried out for 3 weeks. My anti-depressants were changed which made a world of difference. Following that I went to a Treatment Center for 3 weeks where I learned tools to help me deal with my addictions. I worked really hard while there, taking notes, studying the handouts and focusing on my recovery. I did not do much socializing with others, but I really was determined to stay focused. I cannot tell you how good I feel to be able to turn down a drink, and say "No thanks, I don't drink". I wish everyone reading this the most sincerest wishes at success. I know how impossible it seems but it can be done. Happy 2018 everyone.
